gp was a disaster. i did not know i could do a paper and feel so darn bad after it. anyways, im done sulking over the paper. so here i am, updating a little before i see you gtuys later maybe, thursday? when my papers end?

it seems everything went from woo hoo good to wth bad. the prospects of keeping my 4h2 combi seems bleak. the fact that the stupid sdp event would need someone who has the stupid ymca event to head is worse. i cannot believe, i have been dropped from heading it. just because of some silly ymca event which i knew i could have made it should it not be another silly 10 pointer coming in to make my life so bad(his name is n**a(read again in this <- direction)(on second thought, oi btr be more careful. dun wan the same thing to happen AGAIN) by the way. i dun care i seriouslt would hate him for doing thid to me even if his intention was not as such.... , and tt everything had to go his way. his way of failing i guess.)

i guess, im not cut out to be smart, successful and what have you. im just meant to be an angry, angsty, stupid brat who has a really strong affinity with the word failure as almost everything i do, has been tagged with it. wow.

just cannot wiat for all of this to end, and just run away from all my problems again. like i always do.

anws, bye ppl. good luck for ur promos i guess.