it has been well, over a week I guess. So i think its high time for an update.

anws, lets see what i have been doing. oh i had this higher education day cum prent teacher meeting. im a bit suprised that my ct has actually spoke up for me to maintain my 4h2. im kinda thankful that he actually thinks tt i can make it. i mean, after much self wallowing and everything, i think its a nice change to have such an encouragement.

today, i was a little frustrated with myself. i do not know why the hell im repeating my same old mistake. i got jitters over major exams that i overdo things and cause the end result to be well, disappointing. today was the trail for 5 items and 2.4. my legs wereaching before everthing. y? cause i did 5km the day before. for fear over being too unfit and having chest pain halfway thru the 2.4. and you know what, after leading the first two rounds, my legs finally complained and i had cramps and aches. at my calf and thighs. so how? zzzz. besides that, i think i need to improve sbj like mad. i mean, i got 2As, 1 B, 1 C and a bloody E for it. -_-. 2.4 shoiuld be ok judging by my previous timings of 11 min. should la. im a bit pissed abt it still.

band has been very very stressful for god knows why. just becasue of a fucked up istana shit performance, our conductor has been grilling us. and my section especially. i mena, things like when its not our fault, she oso scold us. i feel angered. the people in front of me were literally playing and not once has she ever scold or even said anth abt it. thanks a lot ya mutant sloth. chicklets has been very shitty too, i mean, after when we tried to play as loud as we can, or at least the 3 of us, all he can say was, trumpets last time cannot hear, now also cannot hear. i could not tahan but to say the f word. damn it la. what the hell is the use of trying so damn hard onli to be put down time after time?

6 pracs in one week and a half and that means 6 times of the same old shoitty scodings directed at my section. how amazing. better yet? i have tests right after and b4 the damn performance. thanks ah. the onli reason why im subjectibg myself to 4 hrs a day to sleep just to revise and rush out my work? testimonial. this btr be good.

today we had a gp presentation on what makes a good leader and the 5 groups had to choose a leader to roleplay and convince the class why the chosen leader was good. there were hilary clinton, barack obamaa, uneven sized eyes south korean prime minister( i really dunno his name. kimchi perhaps? hur) chen shui bian and osama bin laden. im suprised that people voted my griuo in which i was the one doing the roleplaying. well, no prizes for guessing who i roleplayed. hu else eh? haha.

anws, tomorrows theres band and i have a math tuition at night that im looking forward to clear my doubts on binomial distribution. haha. i guess its time to end then. till then,

HAVE FUN PEOPLE!