right after this post i would immerse myself in studying. but i shall have to get this out of my system. and nope, its not something bad or whatever.haha.

today marks well, practically the end of junior college life. well, its fast and as always, we(well for my case) start to regret not spending more time with each other and probably get to know each other better. I guess thats really part of human nature. The behaviour of regretting something only when it ends and not treasuring it enough when it was with us. That aside, i have to say it was all too fast for me. suffocating at times, but it was people called friends helped me retain my sanity(or probably insanity as some might see it).

well, pioneer junior college may not have been the best part of my college life, but it could have been worse. thats probably the way to see things now eh? So about today, i was kinda touched la. by what the teachers did and studd. i have to say it did evoke a sense of sadness but not in a bad way i have to say. although the clapping aprt was... BUT, the fact that my class stood up while we got our cip thingy, i think it was very very.. like AT LAST, we behaved like a class.

we went for seoul garden later, not really what i liked but alas, it was an enjoyable experience. playing catching at some play ground and bi(3) shou(3) hua(4) jiao(3) was really great. its great to have friends with u everytime. friends are indeed the family we choose for ourselves. really.
we reverted back to our kiddy states but that is not always a bad thing.After all, kiddy states also encapsulates nothing but innocence. No facades or no hypocrism, just plain innocence with a knack for fun i guess. it was really nearly the best i have felt other than with L2 i think.

if only we were like this. reality check, its hard though. lol.

i really have to thank people i think for making my life in pjc, a memorable, albeit, a little less impactful but nevertheless, one filled with compassion for such a loser like me.

to those guys, hehe. thanks for putting up with my antics, my shameful cursing and my embarassing laughter. i guess, its kinda...but i promise somehow, someday i will change. just not today.

and to those girls, thanks for being girls. lol. ogling was fun. i know shoot me. lol.

to teachers, actually i found teachers to be friends., just more senior i guess. and the advice and guidance were valuable i guess.

to councillor, hurhur. seriously, my problems were really magnified by u ppl. but due to that, i really took notice of them and not really hid them somewhere i did not want to access them. facing head on with ur problem was the way to go i guess.

and to those bastards, bitches, sluts, britney spears, (LOL!) thanks for being there to spice up my mundane life. haha. greta knowing u guys too! WOOTS

a levels are coming. the heat is rising. and so i will try to be at optimum. for now, wish me the best i guess. i need it like mad considering how dumb and slow i am at times. -_-

till then.