I feel as though i have been stagnating at the same place for some time now. OEti is a nice place but im not really hung up or caught up with it. definitley not smth tts on my mind now

rather, i think i shld break the enws of me being shortlisted for medi. but im really getting the jitteres. im really unsure if im good enough or if the opanel find me good enough for medi even though i know its something i would defintely committ myself to. no matter what may come, i will defintely not regret getting in medi. tts for sure.

got called by edb and had an interview. was alright but it could have been better. still, i will not pressure myself. take it as some form of prac. i should bnot be so hard on myself at times. but not getting into med may really crush me for some time. hurhur