hello. 

I have been reading. Yes, reading. open your eyes to see this word. READING. and its called for one more day. And i have to say, its a real tear jerker. i mean, i always laugh at peoples demise, but this book has really got me thinking and feeling sad for posey. 

and i really have to agree with what the protagonists mother, posey said. family is family because they stick together. or soemthing along that line. this is something i have to agree.

throughout these days, my mom has known i have been hung up with the cost of gg overseas, making me think twice. even monash sunway is not cheap. my sis has also detected my reluctance in doing so. and yet, my mom still reassured me she had enough money. my sister mesasged me smth that made me feel better. its these actions that really release u from your burden, and letting you know that they would always be behind you, cheering you on no matter what.

and you know how its like to be putting up a false front and acting like its nothing to you. but these people saw through my armour. i think they know, the armour i have been speinding years to build which i thought was imprenetrable was full of chinks in their eyes. thats how well they know you.

putting up a false front in camp was never an easy thing to do too. but im glad turret class has amazing people around. my cousemates are really great people and fun people. sometimes you just need your environment to be as lively before u can liven up. ever heard of the broken window theory? perhaps its soemthing like that in the course of action.

I have to say my friends have been great too. jh has been helping me after knowing abt the attachment thing. sarah has been encouraging. hq has been giving advice over msn. hs has been comforting. rashal has been mellow dramatic, just what i needed her to be at times like this to amuse me. 

i guess friends are really the family you choose eh?

i know i have to move on now. moving on is certainly not easy, but it is somthing i have to do in order to achieve my goals. talk is cheap so i guess i will prove it to the people who have faith in me with my actions by achieving what i have set out to do.

And i wish all you people do the same. move on and achieve what u set for yourself. no one can put you down other than yourself.