Its been a long long time since i updated. really really long time.

i really do not know if i'm just never contended or just really having too high and soemtimes unrealistic expectation for myself. I got back my ISAT test. after the test i was really hoping for a 70th percentile and above. So when i logged in and saw an 83 percentile, I should have been glad about it. But no. after the momentary burst of happiness, i started to mull over the fact that i did not get a 90 precentile for it tp boost my chances for getting the aussie uni place. 

is this human anture or just me for not being happy for myself?

i mean thats the exact thing i felt after a levels. i was esctatic that i got 4 As after i only aiomed for 2. then after a while, i felt stupid for not getting the A in gp. i really do not know waht to do with myself. zzzz

monsters vs aliens was a great show though! i went to watch it with rashal. BLOB was really rfeally funny. along with the female computer, along with the insectosaurus. LOL. HAHA/ lame show but certainly my type of show. it was akin to being the animated version of qwhite chicks and the scary movie franchise, just that it was cleaner in terms of its jokes.

and i have been doing facebook quizzes. zzz. all of it was so......just read two of it and u will get the idea.

Fearsome and intimidating, you are a sign of trouble to other people yet your cunningness and intelligence is your strength. You endure a lot of hardship so you find this a reason to be so unforgiving and power-hungry, and often you get your way because your will is so strong. But this doesn’t always make you a bad person. Your intuitiveness and sense of balance makes you the sort of person who can heal and you need to use this to get through life in the best possible way.

that was for which patronus were u. and mind u i was some snake.-.-

and this one

Chan completed the quiz "What Wild Animal Are You? " with the result You are the Fox.

You are very sly and shrewd. You don't think about others and only yourself. You help others only if you will gain something from it, and you are not affected by anyone else's suffering. You have no friends, but people find you very interesting and complex. You get what you want no matter what and it doesn't bother you to deceive others to get it. You are not to be trusted and people stay on their guard around you..

TSK right!

i duno what the heck was this supposed to mean man. lol. but i really do not want to sumamrise what both wrote about me. lol.

and for those still in denial about global warming(ie those people who really think its nothing but just a "normal" phenomenon(notice the irony)) to hell with u. its so frickinghot!

will update u guys on my uni application soon. unsw looks really really really coool. haha.not that i can get into it. zz