Tuesday, January 29, 2008

vinegar is never nice to be eaten in large amounts. it just spoils the taste of the food, and yucks. the food will turn out a tad too sour and a tad too disgusting to even consume. i admit, a little woulod make food taste better by a few folds, but too much, spoils the natural yumminess of the food. it really is good only when eaten in small amounts.

well, while vinegar can add a little special touch to a relationship, too much really makes the dish taste worse then anything edible. too much makes food unpalatable, makes our tastebuds go crazy, and worse of all, sends us into wince when we taste it.

i know of someone however, who seems to have taken a fancy for vinegar. especially in the presence of his significant other. well, not to mention, there has to be some male counterparts in play here.

i mean, talking nicely and having a great time with a girl who is friendly, whats wrong with tt? Its not like i had any ill itentions or ulterior motive to get her or anth. Its not like ur other is someone i would like. i guess, if this goes on, i certainly do not mind, ending this so called freidnship with you. cuz, i guess, im too haggard and like kelly chong said, wiltered like a cabbage out in the heat, to even bother with these.

uggh. this matter kinda leaves a bad taste in my mouth though. too bad huh? humans, including myself, can be really ugly creatures at times i guess.

well, isn't it right to actually say, that, really human nature is actually, kinda, gross? well, guess i should not meddle in this further. i shall listen to music. what a therapeutic effect good music can have on an individual. haha

Monday, January 28, 2008

ahha hello.

i have been going around L2 ppl blog, and i read all of th,m. those hu have went for the bbq la. and i think im very lucky(sings to kylie minogues I should be so lucky ZZZZZ. no prize to guess who i am listening to now) to have such great friends. i am really really glad i met these people. i never regretted anytime i spent with any of them.

gosh. i really hoped u guys were in pjc.. we will all be in the same class. and we would all be having fun like we always had. but then again, im really glad that you all are where you are. it would be selfish to just keep asking you guys to accomodate me or whatever. i never knew, that i found friends that i really could call my family. i really have to thank everyone of them. we are all very different, the 9 of us, but then the thing is, somehow or rather, we managed to gel properly as a group.

i think, we all put on facades in front of different people. its just which one are we most comfortable, or probably which one is most in tune with our character. and i firmly believe, the most comfortable facade i have to put on other then infornt of my family, would be the one when im with L2 people.

i never felt better having them around me. it mayy sound cheesy but the fact is, i really think you guys are angels or smth.lol. i think la. lol.i duno i think i just struck gold or smth, by just finding these people. its just like, the universe has billbions and billions of stars and i managed to loacte 8 others tt are willing to accept me as i am. its great.

i mean after experiencing so much shits all year round, the only thing i found solace in was the outing. i think this was the most fun one we had but the thing is, whatever outing we have, whatever times we had together right, no matter how quiet it was or perhaps, serene, it felt like, we were all actually on the same wavelength of thoughts. its like, our thoughts went through synchronization and we never really need to talk to understand each other. i really appreciate the times where you all stood by me and rallied with me. haha. 0_-

rest assured, even though i will die at the stipulated age of 26, i will never forget abt any of u.

perhaps after eating all those burnt carcinogenic bbq food, it probably shortened to 24, then with my anger it would be another 4 years of my life. so im dying at 20. LOL. im glad tt i spent one tenth of my years in school with you all though. LOL.













i may be retarded. but i guess u guys bring out the most retarded in me or smth. ZZZZ. lol

HAVE FUN PEOPLE!

oh, another week and koda kumis coming out. LOl


Saturday, January 26, 2008

at this rate, im probably going to fail my chemistry test. no doubt about it.

well, yesterday i went for a bbq with the L2 people. lol. some could not make it, but it was fun nonetheless. it would have been btr if all were there. i probably laughed so hard that i burnt off all those calories from the bee hoon. LOL.

if yesterday was an indicator of what 2008 is to bring me,m i certainly look forward to it. but then again, it probably is not. but i dun mind actually.

im kinda bummed about smth though. how can one stupid shit cause so much crap in my life, albeit its a miserable dumb life tt is. but tt does not give tt stupid ass the priveilege to do so. argh, chan tze wei, pull yourself together. lol

ai ya. i got loads of memorising to do liao. else i probably fail the chem test again. -_-. bullish

i swear i will write a more lenghty post sometime

Monday, January 21, 2008

hello. it has been aeons since i updated. so here it is. lol.

but before i write my entry, listen to the song., its no more some crazy laughter. its a live recording of a really nice song by 黄小琥 but shes not very pretty. but her voice and the song lyrics has some meaning to it. not some teeny booper pop tune with sex as its meaning. lol

anws, hows life? i think mines kinda, stagnanted. im not putting in much effort in studying. i think. my maths teacher is being an arse by picking on errors such as, like, u know, vector is like

ab= ob-oa

but then i wrote it as

ab=ao+ob

which is the same. but no, she said it was secondary school. alamak, secondary school, if applicable why not? zzzzz. kanasai.

and gosh im super out of shape. i haven did any cardio work ever tearing my calf muscle. oh, i tore my calf muslce if u din know. wow. im really good at injuring myself. maybe its some sort of self mutilation. lol!

im tired. sleep then i shall update nicely next time

for now, have fun then!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

im probably peeved due to some lame shit i just found out by myself. its stupid but im greatly affected by it. i nvr knew smth so simple, could be seen as smth so grave. well, you know what, im not going to overlook this, cause you probably are too sensitive for your own good.

and i cannot believe that im still not telling you to ____. You should be thankful.

and im sick of how stupid assholes go around saying, eh, is tze wei spread one right. get your facts right leh bitch, cause if you dun, you probably look foolish. well, if you din know, it was ur BEST friend who spread about it. well, i gotta blame myself though. how can you, a person with 4 stomachs of the size of jupiter givr birth to just one child? it should have been four million child. wow! you save singapore of her falling birth rate! saviour!

and i probably will call off that silly idea of gg around during chinese new year to pai nian. its stupid now tt i think of it. especially due to presence of things.

i read this and it went friends are the family you chose. i thought it made great sense a few hours ago. but upon knowing what i should have not, i probably think its a joke. Else it means im the one tts a joke for wasting so much of my time.

p/s: i don;t care who i offend but go around slamming me back will not get you any further from me.