10 more silly days b4 i poc. it is called poc cause it is afterall the abridged version of the pop. haha. no route march for me too baby. Well, what do you expect from the pai ka pai chiu people? HEH



i know it sounds sick but im secretly enjoying the fact that some people have to enter bmtc while mr chan tze wei is pocing on the same day. muhaahahah.

ah alas. the long awaited results day is coming and im very very nervous. really im faaling all jittery when i hear someone in my bunk telling me about results. nerve wrecking at times i have to admit. AH

i have been rather sluggish whenever i have booked out. and i haven been meeting up with the small social circle i have cause either i book out late or i just have no time to spare(family comes first). I even think my brain is degenerating at this point of time. i cannot wait to get out of army now man.haha

i have some goals to fulfill when i get out of bmtc. and i intend to complete these goals with my heart. as in, no half assed efforts la. so im hoping for a 8-5 joc which would allow me to acheieve these well. haha.

i know i feel like brain farting. i will write btr when i have the inspiration. haha

Well, its my first book out. But i will be booking in yet again in about say, 9 hours more.

Alas, it may seem long to you but believe me, it seems very very very close to me. Cause it really feels like im going back to hell or something. To hell and back.

well, I'm not complaining cause after all im not doing anything much due to being excused here and there. But still, life as a civillian is something that I really yearn/crave/miss about. and no, for the first time it is not about food but rather its family, friends and just chilling in a familiar place. yes that is all.

i realised there were many things that i have been taking it for granted. I'm dead serious about that right. Things like what my maid cooks(even though it used to be curry chicken everyday), the internet, the books i could have been studying, the friends I have(despite it being relatively little), the food i have lying around my house and the liberty to eat them as and when i desire, and the company of my family(which i miss dearly).

i finally can understnad what hui qian feels despite only not seeing them for two weeks which is minuscule compared to her 6 months.

and something else amazing happened. i lost 3 kg despite just sitting around and eating meals. i think its the leg muslces i have lost which i built up considerably during the holidays cause now my skinny jeans, seems, baggy.

I do not know why but people say they will get the tekong cough when in tekong drinking their water. The only viable reason i can think of when i got a cough there is due to the fact the people there cough non stop. and the germies fly all around. GERM ATTACK.

i know my sense of humour has become less prominent, but i assure you, thats not it. i really think the green uniform dulls a person's wit, intellect, humour etc....in all, it just makes one more boring.

results are not out untill the first week of march. well that is what the rumours state at least. im kinda nervous. cause i really think i will not be doing well enough for myself. or in fact jusst do fairly well. But i think it would be better to take things one step at a time. Don't you agree?

anyways, i feel sticky and tired. even though it is ten in the morning. i think my bio clock is screwed up quite badly if you ask me. haha.

see u next sat/sun.