i swear im not supposed to be blogging but i promise i will only take 10 mins max. lol.

anws, the exams are half over, halfe cause the main exams are all on monday and tuesday. and bio paper 1 might be the only thing to save me from failing bio and perhaps seeing low seaow boon so i btr do well this time. i ain;t preppared to see the teacher again and let my mom go thon school and be embarassed. even though, im kinda sure she was having fun scrutinising at the people inm my schoool.

anws, this have been quite some days i have been going thru. going thtru ecxmas and eating and noe xercising. grah. im gonna go hqs hse to eat more foos after my paper.. champion. win liao. i think im gonna put on quite some weight and have some rolls on my belly. lol. not that i dun have already. soem new ones to the every growing collection. woot.

i think my brain is kinda farting. oh yea. exams tioll nw were not very good. but much btr then common test. it only goes ton show that i still got loads of room for improvement. well, im hoping for a good prelim result tho. so tt something can come true. haha. alamak. tml and i hav e to reply thosre ppl whethere im going or not. win liao la. so late still haven reply. =/

i bet no one understands what the hell im writing.

i duno too. lemme jsut say whatr i feel. i feel im hardworking but my grades are not reflecting. i have expectiations on myself i guess. im not all tt contented with what i have i guess. i mean, i complain liek some shit ass of the block. zzzz.

sometimes, i wished i had more friends. lol. that was smth i talked to cheryl abt. abt my lack of friends. and rashal too. abt my ever shrinking miserable social circle. i wonder if its me of the world. lol. i guess its me then. the error rate for me seems to be a lot more higher if i were to compare smth like, THWE WORLD>

brah. i wished i had this i had tt. i said loads of thing i wanted to accomplish in jc but it seems jc is coming to an end soon. soon la. nvm.

for now, i would like the williams sisters to do well in wimbledon and myself to not have a mental breakdown in exmas like i almost did again. i shall go hug some deity's feet now. it might work. oh and anyone having econs tuition? intro? lol


bye and have fun people'

WOOT I DID IT IN 8 minutes! LOL

my life sucks. period.

yet again, its that time where my brain starts to lament about each and everything. its that time to be depressed. its that time where i will not be behaving correctly. its that time where my face will be blacker then black itself. its that time where my anger cannot be controlled like some wild horse.

now everything just does not seem nice. my eyes seem to have gained the abiility to distort evrything i see. hurhur. i guess i shld be a part os the x men now.

i should not be affected by it. its just a stupid group of things. just tt. nothing else. not worth my attention. change change. grah

blisters, ice cream, mind relief.

i got blisters on my feet. but then again, when did i not have blisters? i ain't sure about tt. and i got no idea, but the blisters are beckoning me to just burst and tear them apart. even though i know it probably would get infected if i did that. but its just so damn tempting. grah.

i got a pes c for my medical summary. hehehe.

i dun care if i get like 400 bucks. gosh im such a lazy ass.

anws, i have been trying to study(keyword here is, TRYING.) but i think its still not tt good. well, at least i think i am quite fast. even if i am slow, please dun tell me and let me delude myself into thinking im fast ok. -_-. stop making things hard for me u unknown organization of evil people. its all a huge humongous, colossal, as big as ur momma's ass conspiration! AUGGHHHHH

as u can see, clearly my brain has been doing something else other than studying. i wonder why eh.

next agenda of this entry is, *drumrollllllll.......

I MADE MY ICE CREAM. and its perfect for hot days like the months of june where u can clearly feel the great effects of global warming and the consequences of evil human's actions. evil creatures. well, i managed to make my ice cream and it turned out rich, smooth, creamy and really sinful. its a lemon liqueor ice cream, and im pretty siure it has too much liqueor in it to make one get high. despite that, i can declare that im still capable of doing something yummy in the kitchen. im not so much a failure in preparing food. -__-.

alas, pictures, might not be avilable cause i consumed quite a lot of it already. another look at it, i might eat even more. gosh.

oh i did go out to play with the l2 people. been sometime since most of us could make it. except for wang and well obviously that rabbit in australia. hope we all could make it next time rounsd. the most fun game we had in settlers had to be the brainless jungle speed thingy. i still remembered nao doing something onli she could do. now is colour ar colour ar. hand reaches out for wooden thingy. *exclaims, PATTERN.

lol.

anws it was nonetheless fun though. next time if we can, i hope we could have a potluck thingy going on tho. i love eating more still. lol.

ahhh. i ate my ice cream aain. grah. i think i shld end off. xing guang is calling me. lol

haha