I feel like i need a new avenue to let out the day's steam. and i think i would keep a diary. not an online blog, just one plain simple old diary.

Sometimes, i cannot fathom why i overthink things. Or perhaps I just don't use my brain. But, i personally feel, if u cannot feel comfortable being with some people, showing ur most comfortable, then there is no point in trying. i surrender sometimes.

the more i think about it, i feel im still full of flaws. full of nothing but ________.

I do have to urge to write and vent a lot of things. but nothing seems to be coherent.

hmmmmmm. nuamerykah is out though! soul music for the soul. much needed for a self battered up soul. hmmmm

i grow green with envy easily.

i eat a lot more often than not, i eat more than i require.

i hold grudges for a long long time.

i wonder why am i like this.

sigh.