it has been well, over a week I guess. So i think its high time for an update.

anws, lets see what i have been doing. oh i had this higher education day cum prent teacher meeting. im a bit suprised that my ct has actually spoke up for me to maintain my 4h2. im kinda thankful that he actually thinks tt i can make it. i mean, after much self wallowing and everything, i think its a nice change to have such an encouragement.

today, i was a little frustrated with myself. i do not know why the hell im repeating my same old mistake. i got jitters over major exams that i overdo things and cause the end result to be well, disappointing. today was the trail for 5 items and 2.4. my legs wereaching before everthing. y? cause i did 5km the day before. for fear over being too unfit and having chest pain halfway thru the 2.4. and you know what, after leading the first two rounds, my legs finally complained and i had cramps and aches. at my calf and thighs. so how? zzzz. besides that, i think i need to improve sbj like mad. i mean, i got 2As, 1 B, 1 C and a bloody E for it. -_-. 2.4 shoiuld be ok judging by my previous timings of 11 min. should la. im a bit pissed abt it still.

band has been very very stressful for god knows why. just becasue of a fucked up istana shit performance, our conductor has been grilling us. and my section especially. i mena, things like when its not our fault, she oso scold us. i feel angered. the people in front of me were literally playing and not once has she ever scold or even said anth abt it. thanks a lot ya mutant sloth. chicklets has been very shitty too, i mean, after when we tried to play as loud as we can, or at least the 3 of us, all he can say was, trumpets last time cannot hear, now also cannot hear. i could not tahan but to say the f word. damn it la. what the hell is the use of trying so damn hard onli to be put down time after time?

6 pracs in one week and a half and that means 6 times of the same old shoitty scodings directed at my section. how amazing. better yet? i have tests right after and b4 the damn performance. thanks ah. the onli reason why im subjectibg myself to 4 hrs a day to sleep just to revise and rush out my work? testimonial. this btr be good.

today we had a gp presentation on what makes a good leader and the 5 groups had to choose a leader to roleplay and convince the class why the chosen leader was good. there were hilary clinton, barack obamaa, uneven sized eyes south korean prime minister( i really dunno his name. kimchi perhaps? hur) chen shui bian and osama bin laden. im suprised that people voted my griuo in which i was the one doing the roleplaying. well, no prizes for guessing who i roleplayed. hu else eh? haha.

anws, tomorrows theres band and i have a math tuition at night that im looking forward to clear my doubts on binomial distribution. haha. i guess its time to end then. till then,

HAVE FUN PEOPLE!

ah hello. one week has passed and, what can be said of the last week? other than that it was full of highs and lows i guess.

well, i got asked to drop my 4h2. well, subtley la. but then, my mom managed to convince them to let me keep my 4h2s. i will defintely get better grades next time i guess. its not right to be disappointing myself again.

well, tts that out of the way. i feel a little relieved and spurred on though. i was supposed to have tuition on saturday but my tutor cancelled it unexpectedly. so there goes the time where i get to go out to eat lunch with my family. but they bought back what they ate which was botak jones. ah, the cajun chicken i had, tasted like,er, burnt chicken. literally cajun i guess.

the fries were just seasoned with salt and loads of black pepper. -__-. the only saving grace was that it was fairly crispy and the portions were huge. kill me to eat it again though.

i know this is kinda disorganised but then, friday( i know i should have mentioned this b4 sat but kill me for it) we ended earlier as college was celebrating or wadevea la. then met up with my mom for the 4h2 and she drove me to the nearby coffeeshop for a meal. a quick one but satisfying. turns out the stall selling roast meat was great. the aunty selling it was also one of my mom and dads old friends. which i din know. i knew abt her existence but i din know she sold food there. wow. says quite a bit about my knowledge of the environment around me. -_-

then had band. band was a huge laughing session for me again. somehow, we manage(well me and jeevita) to laugh at every thing like, do malays eat durians? asked by one of our juniors. we were laughing like mad. also managed to trick one of our junior to knocking on the gong and running away so tt it made her look like she did it. LOL.

i really look forward to band. sometimes, even more than class. class is, well, err, kinda, hurhur. its still ok at some point due to some of the friends i made, but then, sometimes, it gets kinda.....i ain;t got a word to describe. i guess 4L2 was still great even though, it was not united, even though it was not very smart, even though there was no namie amuro or koda kumi, there was the other 8 of them i guess. tts probably the major diff abt this class and 4l2.

currently listening to tori amos and shirey bassey. ain't really sure what possessed me to listen to both of them all of a sudden again, but i guess, its a breath of freash air from dance r&b blahhhhh..

till then, have fun people! see u in a week