the harsh reality of drifting apart

yep. the title of my post says it all.

crammed up with all the studying or rather trying to study, its sad to stumble on reality how people drift when they part their ways. its an inevitable outcome when you are no longer spending as much time with the person/group/people.

after all we all have our own new social circles which we have found. and its actually a good thing to expand on our social circles. networking is something very important especially when we enter the dog eat dog world.

guess theres not much that can be done eh.

last friday had band farewell in which i ate a lot. its pretty obvious i went there for the food. it was nice laughing with the rest though. altho my whole section is girls, lol, i have to say thanks and i appreciate the gift. lol. luckily no winne pooh else i would have died.

ah i will continue this later. need to study and make the alcohol somehow evaporate out of my system.

dramatic

that was "D" word to sum up today. was full of it i think. actually only the end of it la. was a super dramatic happening in an hour that managed to fill up my dramatic quota for one day to its brim LOL.

hahaha. i sorta envisioned it happening but not like tt. to a certain extent, it is mean of me to comment as such but then again, it was just so darn interesting tt i found it so dman hard to contain tt ever growing excitement that was welling up inside me man. LOL

tmls chem test. and have got math to complete. and i just got home from lib. and just finished my dinner. and still laggin on my hard solid rock bed. hurhur. hruhruhruhruhruhruhr. i need a snooze man. -_-

ah blog abt it later. wanna know the aftermath later

爱过不该被爱的,
不爱应该被爱的,
我们却相遇了,
多难得,
所以真的舍不得,
明天你是否依然爱我,
先不急不用回答我,
只要你会因为这样记得我,
这刹那,
爱过...

not bad right this song. encore by karen mok. haha. i think the lyrics are beautifully written though. and she sounds just great delivering it. lol.
anws, i still got some homework and revision to do. no choice la. after a levels it will be woot woot woot. yes it will. but before that, i think i gotta study harder. u gottsa mek sacrifices sometimes u know.

my chinese tuition teacher used to tell me, 先苦后甜. which i think really makes sense. its just like if u ate some really bitter chinese medicine, and ate probably a bar of dark chocolate later, the dark chocolate would probably be tasting like a bar of milk chocoalte. but if u ate the dark choc first, tt bitter medicine, maybe too unpalatabloe for some. LOl. so yep. gotta alute her for telling me something loike tt. lol

my mom got me namie amuro's best fiction. lol. something new to watch when im too zonked out from studying jc sillybus(pls dun correct me)(i know its wrong. my englah not as bad as u think). zzzz.

anws, ndp was ok la. i think. watched money no enough2. can u believe, its the first movie i have watched in a cinema starting 2008? talk about zzzzz. the last movie i watched was spider man 3. uggh. wheres my life man. its probably down in the dumps or somewhere in ditches. lol. aloamka. random post but gotta go and studya bit now. lol. i feel guilty if i dun do tt. -_-

alamak.

i still got loads of things to do like my cip reflections, econs ten mark qn, and maths correlation. you could argue that i literally din do anth much but i did something ok. and that was to recharge my poor body that was subjected to little sleep and much torment from hmwrk blah blah blah.

hq flew off already. was intending to see her off but i overslept. wow. what is new baby. -_-

had some cip which i think to some extent i did enjoy. but alamka. how can the guys in the home be tyring to pick up girls form our class, and still was so openly trying to do it by saying he liked girls with glasses. sian leh. like tt, go to orchard and pick up any obasan or any girl with glasses la. sian. -_-

i want to pick them up oso cannot, what makes iu think u can. ok lame lame. lalalala loo loo loo

there were a few flower vases, albeit not very pretty ones(so what if im mean, shoot me for it) whom i thought really did not deserve to be going for this cip la. -_-. and some others who were just outright eyesores. zzzzzzz. i know i know im gonna get karma for doing this but i really ta boleh tahan man. u can do it when no ones looking la. but not when the whole class is there can. uggghhhhh. hide under the table or smth oso better la. -_-

i dun mind it but really. the sight irks me sometimes though. zzzzzzzz.

i relaly do not think some of them deserve this man. as in, to get the sl ct thingy. si beh. zzzz. i mean, hello. -_-. i think some of us slogged out guts out, had some splinters here and there, tried to pin shits into assholic tbales while u guys were.....just taking a damn long snooze for wow. uhhhhhhh.......................................................................................................................forget it. blame it on myself. although i duno why. ah kill me for it.

zzzzzz. and how can anyone not know who nina simone, bessie smith, anita baker, algreen are?
-_-. hurhurhurhurhur

i cbb liao. gotta do some work. i feel like i scolded too many ppl in this post. lol. reverting back to my old ways eh? lol.old habits die hard. or isit bad habits. ah cannot be botheresd, haha. have fun then. gotta rush so,me work.