promos are over. and i did far from better. haiz. no point brooding over it i guess. bye bye 4 h2. byue bye sdp. -_-

haiz. sometimes, i would like to have a little or a younger sibling. i mean, everytime, when its holidays, i spend my time, rotting. and doing nothing. and feeling super bored. and then my thoughts go into a trance and boom, i unleash my imagination and think crap. zzzzz. but seriously, it would have been more fun if someone was at home. i mean, someone to tok to. not someone i think is an eyesore and whatever. oh tts kinda hard to find come to think again.

i duno la. like i said, my mind is drifting and falling apart again and i probably have to sleep a bit more and study a bit more. -_-

i am thinking of picking up piano again. i really have to make my life a bit more packed and interesting to prevent me from thinking too much. but seriously, i dun mind if i had a brother. lol. anyone dun wan their brother? come i take care for you. i promise they will grow up to be proud and useful individuals. haha., wth.

omg. fried banana. the aroma of it is....drifting into my room. -_-

alright. this careless ramblings are seriously getting lamer. i go bathe and probably, study. or watch some anime. or something. gosh. im really bored eh.

im gonna mug quite latre today. so heere i am.,

lol.

actually, u know, in my class, theres this guy, hus kinda too competitive. -_-. although maybe some may not realise. or maybe hes just...just, thinks i am too stupid and tt i will nvr beat him. truw enough. i might not be able to beat him afterall. but, gross. anws, tomorrows bio and tt measn


I END MY FCKED UP PROMOS. !!1 nHAHA

hi people. i onli got 6 more mins to 9 am on this stupid wed b4 i go bathew and meet gabby wong in schl to let him vet thru my ans for the class asiignment. grah. so if theres load of typos, im not to be blamed. u habve been worarne.WOW. *warned.

anw, was studying chem to get some inforation into my puny brain. so i said, lets study all the mechanisms for organic chem. and i ended up trying to read everything cuz all of it, was on mechanisms. wow. i dunno how to die.

econs came out on consumption. chan tze wei, skipped studying consumption. so hes pretty much screwed.

maths felt alright. but oi had loads of careless stuff flying around. probably its due to the fact i had a clkassmate hu finished so quickly that she started to use the extra writing papare, to revise on her chemistry., totally irked me. and shes a, well, shall nto say. ai ya. no one will know anyway., shes a bpian la.

uggh

now u know why the hjell i mug so much? due to these people lor. anws, woot. i still have 2 mins to spare. shall go look at alkanes. bye@!

gp was a disaster. i did not know i could do a paper and feel so darn bad after it. anyways, im done sulking over the paper. so here i am, updating a little before i see you gtuys later maybe, thursday? when my papers end?

it seems everything went from woo hoo good to wth bad. the prospects of keeping my 4h2 combi seems bleak. the fact that the stupid sdp event would need someone who has the stupid ymca event to head is worse. i cannot believe, i have been dropped from heading it. just because of some silly ymca event which i knew i could have made it should it not be another silly 10 pointer coming in to make my life so bad(his name is n**a(read again in this <- direction)(on second thought, oi btr be more careful. dun wan the same thing to happen AGAIN) by the way. i dun care i seriouslt would hate him for doing thid to me even if his intention was not as such.... , and tt everything had to go his way. his way of failing i guess.)

i guess, im not cut out to be smart, successful and what have you. im just meant to be an angry, angsty, stupid brat who has a really strong affinity with the word failure as almost everything i do, has been tagged with it. wow.

just cannot wiat for all of this to end, and just run away from all my problems again. like i always do.

anws, bye ppl. good luck for ur promos i guess.

i know shoot me whatever. i dun care. i wanna blog a bit. take a mini break from mugging.


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i duno. but this was kinda funny to me.

anws, i have been, erm, ineffectively mugging i suppose. i really hope at least 10% retains in my bloody ass. else i will jump down and just flink promos. its just, zzzz. i need one more year. -_-.

oh, i got this really healthy marmalade thingy, like, jam la. its super duper healthy and i really like spreading it on this cracker my sis got me, which btw, has 1% of fat. like, WOW. -_-. BUT IT REALLY GOES WELL, and like, sprinkle a bit of raisins, and there you go. a delicious healthy snack to suppress ur ever needing urge to binge.

wth tt sounded like some stupid health advert or whatever.

and i realised i onli got 6 more hrs till schl starts and i still have a bio file, a compre, qtk for essay and bio mock exam, and chem to study for.

Like kill me ppl

on a side note, i have been crazy enough to sign up for the standard chartered marathon. i will be running onli half of it, which is, 21.1 km. if u see some article on december 3rd(1 day after the event) with a headline like, boy dies after running, erm, 2 metres, tt guy shld be me la. lol.

ok i really gotta rush things and make miracles happen.

phew.

im back from jogging 4km. haiz. knee kinda hurts. but wth, who cares. lol.

anws, today was fun. i think its cuz i finally found my mood to mug. haha. u could say its too little too late but, i dun care. at least im giving in my best.

went to kfc to mug. alone la. took my file, went in my uniform complete with slippers, wallet, mp3, bio notes and what have you. was completely armed to the tooth. finished only one topic but i also managed to learn loads more. maybe once is not enough eh, gotta go thru more. lol.

ah water never tasted better after a great night jog eh. LOL.

i was thinking, if i had a book, like light yagami, the guy who had the death note in which whatever name he wrote down would be killed, i think half the people, who were in contact with me, would have died. and half of my social circle could have also passed away due to my impulsiveness. haha. kinda sad huh. im tt impulsive. -_-

recently got to listen to this band callled capsule. the girls voice, or the female vocalist has a very very nice soothing voice. love it. and i forgot but i always wanted to show u guys this guy. wow. -_-



he has other btr and nicer songs. but i really liek his rendition of this song. he mellowed the whole song untill it sounds really calm and serene. hes david sides if u guys wanna check him out. WOW. divid front. david back. david BACKSIDE. OMG. LOL

ok LAME. i gotta go finish bacteria now. lol. wish me luck BABAES(supposed to be like tt) LOL

hello. today, went to study with the band people. i din do a lot. like really little. and i was laughing most of the time. like, laughing at slugs and dragons making out. ;)

haha. tt was the first time i used tt ;) face. looks stupid.

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ok it looks very retarded. anws, i gotta finish up my work and go sleep. tml got classes. hai sian leh. promos coming up. sdp gonna drop me for sure. and somemore, im gonna lose myu beloved 4h2. haha. anws, im tired. no cannot sleep. wth. will blog more later after i finished.

on a side note, VENUS SERENA MIRZA(WITH MATTEK) NADAL DJOKOVIC DAVYDENKO ALL MADE INTO THEIR NEXT ROUNDS. dman happy when mirza and mattek stunned the no 2 seeds. haha. MIRZA. LOl.